My Jekyll and Hyde

I admit to being a bit of a sadist.. how much is a bit? its a little more than this much and a little less than that much (I just moved My finger and thumb apart about a smidge just to give you a visual).

There is a part of Me, My Mr. Hyde, that enjoys inflicting pain, enjoys humiliating, wants to hear pleas for mercy. Hyde wants to be feared when he is displeased. Hyde cracks his belt to make his girl jump. Hyde likes to spank hard and doesnt stop until he hears those begs and pleas for Daddy to stop. Hyde likes to slap his girl, and call her his slut and his whore. Hyde likes to pull her long hair and always wants to lay "dom traps" just so he can be displeased. Hyde likes to fuck His girl hard until she is very very sore. Its the Hyde that never thinks he is strict enough. Its the Mr. Hyde that always wants to punish.

Then there is the good Doctor in Me. My Jekyll wants to soothe her pain, remove her worry, make her care-free. Jekyll wants to lift her up, let her know how strong and beautiful and smart He thinks she is. Jekyll loves to hear her laugh and relishes those sweet things she whispers in His ear. Jekyll never wants to be feared; he wants to be trusted, adored and loved. And its the Jekyll in Me that caresses her face and tells her how pretty her blue eyes are. Jekyll doesnt lay "dom traps" but rather He prefers tests, and takes great pride when His girl passes these tests. Jekyll likes to watch her in pleasure and loves to make her orgasm over and over. Its the Jekyll that thinks he is always being to strict and punishes to much.

I aknowledge a bit of a dichotomy within Me. but there is common ground! All of Me demands obedience and submission. And all of Me wants, needs and desires My girl.